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LORD MALICE's blog: "MY BABY"

created on 06/13/2009  |  http://fubar.com/my-baby/b299544

worry

im not good enough for her yet she stays i am worried that she will leave yet my worries are not found she is my love my heart my life yet i feel her slipping through my fingers i know she has love for me but i dont know how long it will last i fear that if i go too far i will never be able to come back i fear that if i let things pass it will pass me by this is so hard to be in my situation it is so hard to live this life with her not by my side she will hopefully always be a good freind but will she always be my girlfreind or willshe be more will she be the one that tames me or will i always be like this unordered and useless will i ever get over my own self hatred she has brought me to tears and dried them up she has been there for me with my sudden homelessness she is an angel in disguise she is the best to ever happen to me i wish i could know if im truly good enough for her or am i just lying to myself if and when she reads this i know something will catch her eye about it i love her with all my existance she will never know how far i would go to ensure her happiness. im stressed to the point of tears every day just her voice seems to sooth the days pain but still i feel the cold steel from the dagger of life peircing ever so slowly into my skin the courts the need of a steady roof even my car all broke im stuckl in an eternal hell on earth but she is my angel to see me through as it is said yay though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death i fear no evil for thou art with  me well i see the light at the end of valley and that light is her smile her essance her love ..............for you chelley i love you more than you may ever know

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