dark
demented
full of pain
screams no one hears
tears no one sees
in a pain no one feels
with a rush of hurt
a flash of negativity
and things that no one can explain
happen daily
hurt filled words ring in my ears
i want to lash out but there is no one else worth hurting
i swallow my anger
and fight off the pain
i scream to break free
a scream no one can hear
because i'm told it's all in my head
the hate feels like it is consuming me
im tired of tears
tired of anguish and pain
worn down i relinquish
my soul
tired
worn down
feeling beaten
no time for games
the fight isnt worth it any more
neither is the pain
ill lay my head down
let the guillotine fall
tired
worn
drained
