everyone has been asking me if im doing ok since i lost my job and how am i handling it. why are you concerned now not before when all the shit was going on. oh wait now i remember where you were. you wouldnt answer my phone calls or try to talk to me or find out what was really going on. im really good at hiding a lot of shit especially when i only see you for a few minutes a day.
yea it sucks being out of work but shit if i really wanted to i could go back to my old job to make some money while i find something better. which is probably what im going to do next week. ive been busting my ass for so damn long that im using this time as a mini vacation. im not doing a damn thing. im sitting around taking naps. im taking me some "ME" time. a few people understand this. i havent really been looking for a job. yea ive put in a few applications and yea i had an interview but it didnt work out oh well. move on to the next one. i will bounce back. people think i will be left out to dry with nothing. im a stronger person then that. i am very resourceful when i have to be. yea plans get pushed back and money situations become screwy again for a bit but i always come back stronger. the things i do dont make sense to a lot of people but in the end when they see what i have they become full of envy because i hold onto what i value.
you can stop reading here unless you choose to read about me bitching about my former boss your choice
so yea i have a hard time taking orders. but its mostly from assholes who can kiss my ass. im not going to suck up to anyone to try and save my job. no my performance is what makes me have a job. so what if i give your dumb ass an attitude. do you ever try and figure out why or do you just continue to shove your head farther up your own ass to disillusion yourself to thinking youre doing a good job. im sorry i cant be one of your none opinionated thoughtless drones that works for your sorry ass. i cant help it some "kid" can make you look like a fool in front of all your employees. but that same "kid" has more respect from the crew and has the ability to do whatever he wants then to be a slave.
