Ready to die and not knowing it, or not even knowing how. Such an unfortunate predictament, don't you think?
Suicide is illegal. Weird. Why? Because poeple think they are that important. Poeple. Articulate monkey's talking to deaf Gods. Praying. Pretending anyone's listening.
There's no reason at all for anyone to live. We're all useless in one way or the other. Replacable. Mice in traps. Selling each others happiness for profit.
Why encourage poeple not to die? Why tell strangers you care if they live? Because mortality is too much to bear. Because God took his phone off the hook and satan's voicemail is full again.
I've always been dying i guess. Coloring in the carcasses of demons. Grey rainbows of skin deciding how sad it was. Being her. The liers looking for the turn off switch. To change burnt light bulbs. To convince rumplestilskins the child is already dead.
so the question is are you tired arguing with the gods or is this such a bad bedtime story?
