In the dark Of the Night I want to die
With what Im dealing with All I do is Cry
I hide My thoughts and Feelings Well
I choose to Suffer My peronal Hell
Torn By feelings I dont Dare Speak
They are My secrets to Keep
Hurting and Suffering I do it On my own
Wondering if I will ever Find A true Place to call home
Wondering Why I live this way
Wondering why They never Stay
Loveing and Leaving Im just a stop on the road
Leaving me alone to bare this Load
I give all that I am, till theres nothing Left to give
With all of thses wounds my Soul has become a Sive
The Anger the hurt and the Fear
I cant escape that much is clear
How Can I love you, When I Know your not for me
Again I Hide it well You will never See
It Kills me to Love you and not Be with you
But i know its not Possable with all we have been through
I will Be in your corrner The bitch that has your back
Waitig in the Shadows for the Next time to attack
You may never Know How I feel about you and me
I will be nothing more then the firend you need
There is no Peace For me In This Game of Life
More wounds are open, no need for a knife
Helping you Drive the Balde in Deeper
Knowing that She is your Keeper
I knew Loveing you was doomed from the start
you have enought of me to Break my heart
But Friends Now till the end of time
Knowing that you will never be mine
Only Forsaken and Tossed aside
So in the Sunlight I stand and Hide
Hurting Begging to Die
Eyes so Dry No Longer able to Cry
I will always Love you No Matter how Far
you Wil always be My shinging Star
Your Voice Kills me every time you Speak
It still Holds the Power to make me Weak
Seeing you without me by your side
Just another Reason, My feelings I Hide
So Much For I love you, and I will Never Let you go
Thoses Words Still Hurt me More then you will ever KNow