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Has it ever hurts so bad to look into there eyes? 
to see the world moving past you at such wicked speed.
Had you thought you might be standing HERE? Thinking this? 
Was your mind wishing for more sunshine and your heart more love?
Did you dream of kisses that would never end,
of thunderstorms and shelter in someones arms?
was your yesterday all you wanted it to be?
Every step you have taken what you meant for it to be?
have you made mistakes and prayed for mercy?
Or have you laid down and cried a million tears?
was there a day you gave your heart to that one person and you knew it would be crushed and broken, and yet you gave it with all you had?
Were you the one that tried so hard or did you hide from the fight?
Have you laid your will down and walked as others wanted for you?
Rather than Standing for what you feel hope love and believe deep in your core? 
have you walked in someone's shoes?
Or just pushed them around?
DO you care to love others or look for only yourself?
have you been beaten or so you abuse others? 
IF you had to account for every day you have had your breath,
would you find yourself wanting?

For all Need Of You~

Hold me, grip me, let me fight,
Pulling. kissing, taking flight,
Days lay bleeding away,
into the darkest night,
Brave is this heart,
need to caress this plight.
Taking me, bending me, shaping me,
Holding me, Desiring me, wanting me,
In tears, in painful joy, the Slap!
A joke a lovers toy,
With my soul left alone,
You so far from this place,

The Wicked...

The Wicked Shape of our love

surrounded........


yet alone 

with many..... 

yet abandoned 

willing ......

yet unwanted 

giving.... 


yet not seen 

touching......... 

yet untouched 

wanting... 

yet not wanted 

this lover... 


so unseen 


live 

in the shadow 

of your "love" 

it is abuse 

the wicked shape 

of brokenness 

.....there you have me trapped 

i am held by nothing 

touched by not a soul 

......me in this isolation 

my torn and faded love 

cast out to die 

it is at your hands


...... i 

take my last 

breath....  

Soul touching

Soul Touching golden rays kissing flesh,

dancing lights upon his face,

lush blades under foot,

fantasy come true,

tasting him,

on this spring day,

my joy.

my want.

my muse.

pulling him down to the soft sweet ground,

feeling his desires growing for me,

soul touching soul,

want finding it's fill,

waves of emotion pouring over we two.

to much of you

Touching You TOUCHING YOU YOUR KISS ON MY SKIN, GAVE ME THE RUSH OF THE WIND, YOU CAME INTO MY SOUL. WITH HOT FIRE BRIGHTAND PASSIONS IN FLIGHT, I WANTED YOU TO REACH MY SOUL. I WAS SHY TO YOUR TOUCH ; THOUGH I WANTED IT MUCH , MORE THAN MY WORDSWILL SAY. COME TO ME AGAIN,WITH PASSIONS THAT HAVE NO END, AND LET ME HAVE MY WAY. I WANT TO PLEASE YOU AND TRY TO SAY WORDS THAT NEVER ARE SPOKEN. YOUR DEPTH IN MY HEART IS WILD TO START I NEED TO FEEL YOU ONCE AGAIN. I WANTED YOUR KISS AND YOU GAVE ME SWEET BLISS TOUCH ME ONCE AGAIN.

moment so clear.

walking in the desires of day we pnce did share, finding dried flowers once laid in my hair, walking in the footsteps the gosts we left behind, i see your face in the sunset i hear your voice in the tides, this longing for what once was is so alive, i wish you away but i find you are always near, a song a laugh a moment so very clear.....

CoCo my baby girl....

CoCo my baby girl a message for a friend by Mar 13, 2007 this is a message i sent to my friend here in tagworld..... we both have said goodbye to a fourlegged frined this month and it is painful when you are loved by someone so perfectly! i miss my baby girl CoCo and i know that her perfect love for me and mine for her will live in my heart and memories for all of this lifetime.... I have to share my story with you as i feel your pain and i know what it is like to have to say goodbye to someone you love so much. on the 1 of march i got a phone call from my son he said (mama come home fast ...CoCo is hurt really bad and she wont come out from under the car!!!!!) My son is 10 and he was crying and yelling.... i was freaked out!! i got home and my son said that he and baby girl went out to take her potty and the dog from across the street came in the yard and he grabed CoCo and she got away and then he did it again and again ..a total of three times and when i got her out from under the car i knew that i would not have her in the morning. as i could hear her drowning when she would breath. the owner of the dog from across the street came over and asked how CoCo was and i said she would not make it. the lady was kinda mean and said ( how do you know?) i told her what i heard and she said she called her vet and that she would pay for the vet to see my baby. i was crying and asking God why when he knows how bad things are in my life ..why would he let this happen to the one thing in my life that i loved ...why would he let the one ray of life be taken from me....today i am still very sad and i hurt.. my CoCo was only 7 months old and i had to save up for almost 6 months to pay for her.. i miss her squrmming in my bed at night and lickin my face so fast her tounge would get up my nose.. i feel your pain and i know how it leaves a hole in the chest to have to let go.. if you wanna talk just say so. Love & Rockets, Charri --------------------------------------------------------------------------------
my dear you are my air. my heart beats for you.. the lenght of time time again i see you is time that feels like death.. i want you with every breath.. i can tasye your love.. as i am pulled in... make love to me again and again.. for you alone do i desire.. touching you is like holding fire.. i love to have you next to me.. to feel you hold me peacfully.. John i love you
i can feel you there with me in the dark. a touch like no other... you reach my heart.. i find you with open arms... you fill my dreams.. i long for you in everything.. your kisses are my very breath and your words my life song.. i miss you when you are away and i pray it's not to long... i see you and my pain stops....with tender verb you share ...with me your deepest joy and the pain of years gone by. you make it pleasing to love you.. to hold you here in my arms ... it is you my only dear... written for the one i love... and have loved for a lifetime..

one of two men...

what have i done? i want him but not the other one. I married to get free of the pain only to add guilt and shame. i cant give him what he needs.. rotten in all my thoughts and deeds. i would like to take my life away to rebuild it like yesterday.. to have the chance to just say no.. to be with the one i love and know... it is pain of my own making a poison i have been taking.. the one that i married is sweet and kind but with the anger of a war inside.. the other man has been my friend he knows me well and his hope with me is not pretend... i want one but not the one i have .. i want out of this hell and i want it bad.. i drown daily with the weight i carry... if only it was easy to burry.. my heart is tainted and i have no rest.. i play with this love like i was second best....
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