knightmaresabound's blog: "Without U"

Like a dream blown in with the wind You took my breath away And only your caresses Can give me the life I need That forever in your arms in your warm embrace I can see your dreams And I will be the wind that they drift upon You are a dream that I never want to awaken from

Everyone just stares.... nobody feels the glares. They just walk on by.... pretending your not there. The pain is just hidden.... in the moonlit darkness. You can't see the pain.... when the hurt is blinding. So just look up when.... you pass me by. I'm the one staring.... pretending your not here. Just look into my eyes.... tell me what you see. I know what I feel.... just your blinding eyes.

To much time.... to not be alone. So many sleepless days.... and restless night. To have just met you.... And love you so much. You were right in front of me!! But I could never see.... your invisible smile. Everything seems so right.... to just be held.... in your arms so tight. Time can erase this hurt I feel.... but my feelings sometimes show. And with you beside me.... it feels so real. To not be alone.... from the hurt that does not show!!

In your arms to be held so tight All of my nightmares vanish into the night I long for the warmth of your touch tonight To be held in the moonlit gaze of your eyes To feel the touch of your hand on my face I long for your breath on my neck tonight If for only one more night With you forever in my dreams Together we can make those dreams be as one In my thoughts all day long And in the night into my dreams To be held in your gaze All the pain just fades away But my love for you grows stronger each day That forever in your arms I will stay

As long as I can dream.... as long as I can think.... as long as I have a memory.... I will love you. As long as I have eyes to see.... and ears to hear.... and lips to speak.... I will love you. As long as there is time.... As long as there is love.... as long as there is you.... and as long as I have a breath to speak your name.... I will love you.

If I had another chance tonight I would try to tell you the things we had were right Time can erase the things we shared But it gives me time to realize Just how much you cared Now you're gone I'm really not the same I guess I have myself to blame Time can erase the things we said But it gives me time to realize That you're the one instead Now that I'm alone it gives me time To think about the years you were mine And of the years that you will be mine But it gives me time to realize Just how much you cared But it also tells me That you're the one I love And the one I need

She's been watching over us.... it seems like a lifetime. Been there thru all the seasons.... for a lot of different reasons. She's taken care of us all.... for far to numerous reasons. We've all loved her back.... and showed her in our own ways. Now she's gone home to heaven.... to the one that she loved first. Although we miss her here the most.... We all know that.... Mom, Grandma, Great grandma, and friend......will Always be there

The days seem to last forever..... without you near. I miss you even more..... without a chance to hold you. To only pray that soon. I can see the pain.... that without you here. Sometimes at night..... I lay awake and wonder. If you miss me..... as much as I do you. If only to just hold you.... and tell you.... how much I miss you.... without you near.