Things went wrong again, and I should've seen it coming
Never was good at it anyway, but I wish there was a way
To make you see that everything I said and felt was real
But it'll never happen after how bad I ruined things this time
Maybe one day I'll figure it all out and look back on this
See it for the learning experience and not the pain I felt
The pain I caused is worse because you didn't deserve it
Right now I only wish tears were enough to wash it all away
Wishful thinking at it's best, nothing more, nothing less
Is this what happens when you let yourself truly feel
Who knows