i dunno some times life is just really depressing. u wake up and be like ehhh whens this shit gonna end er is it ever gonna end. i mean fuck how many times does some one have to fall down and get back up in life. me im bout ready to stay the fuck down. just tired of it all. i just dont kno ne more i seen to much hurt and pain and hate in this life. its like if thats all ppl do wtf is the point in hangin round here. what would u do if ur world crumbled on u a number of times growing up or still . and no this aint a suicide note im not that stupid im just sayin i wish i could just disapear and be free from chaos and hurt and all that.