fubar

For the most part Im one of the most open and honest people you will ever meet. Im upfront and have a huge heart but dont fuck with me cuz you will lose. I can play the game but I dont want to. It gets old and hurts people...but if someone wants to play they can bring it.Im easily approachable as well...and believe in a high curtesy of honor and respect amongst my fellow men...and think that most people should be that way...there seems to be a serious lack of common curtesy and respect these days. Then again I was raised in Coeur D'Alene Idaho so perhaps we just think differently from up there.

Im going to community college at COC, with a transfer to UCLA for psychology. I plan on working specifically with borderline personality patients, trying to make a difference in someones life for the better.


My friends are my life and my family. I've been blessed in this world with unconditional love (from both friends and real family) and amazing people that in reality I wouldnt give up for the world...even though I get mad sometimes and want to say fuck you all. They end up loving me despite myself :). Then again they know that its me and I triumph over EVERYTHING that life has thrown over me thus far..I never stay down for too long.


Im an artist by nature, by heart and soul. I sing alright, Im great at dance. I also am a writer of books and poetry, the latter I am published. I also paint abstract art for fun.


All I want in this world is the simple things mixed with beauty, travel, fun, love and laughter. I want to be married someday, and dont believe in divorce, so Im careful.Plus I can be dense as all hell when it comes to if a guy likes me or not. THere was this one guy, Paul, who waited outside in the cold for me for over an hour to talk to me and I had no friggin clue, and felt really bad about it when he told me the next day. I had to tell him, with me ya gotta be obvious...Im a thinker so am off in my own world most of the time. I wont marry for anything less than love and what I know I deserve either, or at least a close compramise, cuz I know I can sometimes expect a lot (not materialistically by any means...I just like to be able to cuddle and spend time with my man ya know?) I want children someday...but dont know if I want my own yet. If anything I would love to adopt children from Nepal where the faculty of my old high school have founded GALA-ed.org, and organization for underprivilaged orphans that have been hurt in this world.