ok so the girl u may think u know isn't someone u might not want to know or even take the time to break down. i don't make thing easy for u i only let u know what i want u to know about me. i try to keep to myself when i can but i have been throw enough where just one wrong move and i could fight back or just walk away from u and never look back u could be nothing to me for all u know trusted me if iam not worth your time then your not worth mine if u fuck me over i fucking forget u just who iam if u don't care then i sure as hell don't care. i have been throw way to much give a fuck about u if u don't give a fuck about me i speak my mind i don't hold thing back if u make happy then that fine if u piss me off u will know. oh and one thing i have come to a thought about is wow my fucking temper has been getting bad again iam not nameing any names but in the last 6 months i can think of a good 3 times i have been so pissed that i have just want to beat the shit out of someone or something and the more i think about the more iam like wow it been a long time for me to act this way it been a good 2 years that i haven't felt so pissed off like that last time when i had feeling like this i was thinking about buying a punching bag lol and the more i think about it most of the time i get pissed off like that it is cause of a man omg lol wow man know how to piss me off sorry the thought poped in my head lol. so yup it mostly cuase of a man. see i do cry like most females but most of the time i get mad more then just cry and maybe that why no man as ever broke me down cause i realy won't let them i have a wall up and i like it like that sometimes but we will see if someday a man well realy get to my heart that if i let them get close enough to me but sometimes it just easyer not careing and walking away before someone gets hurt. but ya it like 3:40 in the morning and everything i just write make no fucking cents to anyone but me right now cause it just a bunch of fucking shit going throw my head so fast i can't even keep up lol so pay no fucking mine to any of this shit i say cause u won't understand it on less u know or see me on the daily so there to me i feel a lil better lol that all that matters.
