"Some goddamn time, a man's due to stop arguing with hisself. Feeling he's twice the goddamn fool he knows he is. Because he can't be something he tries to be every goddamn day without once getting to dinnertime and not once fucking it up. I don't want to fight it no more. You understand me, Charlie? And I don't want you pissing in my ear about it. Can you let me go to hell the way I want to?"