How do I do this, how can I deal with the pain
So many things is going wrong, so many losses with no gain
So many mixed feelings, so many dark thoughts
A never ending nightmare, with no lessons being taught
You clouding my brain, hatred clouding my mind,
My love clouding my heart, my hate clouding everything that’s behind
What do I do, how can I make this end
Do I take my own life, or let it go with the wind
The sky is dark now, there is no place to go
I don’t know what’s going on, and there’s no way to know
I wish this would end, I wish I would wake
So many things to wish for, nothing left to take
This life is over, time to start a new
No one left to start it with…..but wait…now there’s you…
Ricky Dale Stone….
One life to live, one way to go
No where to turn, y is there two roads
No signs pointing, no hints to where they lead
Nothing telling us what to do, no blood left to bleed
No one here to help, does anyone even care
Who thinks about me, who’s thoughts do I share
Y must I think, y must I breathe
Y am I here, y can’t I just leave
Everyone dies, lives end suddenly
When will mine end, will I ever be that lucky
Staring into space, wondering where u are
Another planet maybe…no…maybe another star
Come to me and explain just whats going on
Last year was perfect… I swear nothing was going wrong
Where did I mess up, what turn did I take
Y do I feel dead, when I know my death was a fake
I wonder how can I still live, when theres nothing left to do
Except one small thing… take good care of you…
Ricky Dale Stone…
