A year and a half ago, I had surgery to prevent having more kids. I did this only because the doctors and my husband said that because of my health, it would be too risky to have another one........I wanted one more.
After my surgery, I spent days crying because I wanted one more, just one more.
It was taken from me. I was robbed of my biological right to reproduce.
As I cried, my husband told me it was silly and stupid to cry over it, because we didn't need another baby, it would just be another mouth to feed.......That really hurt.
Well, now we are divorcing and he has a new girlfriend and I'm happy for him........BUT......He informed me yesterday that he and his new girlfriend are going to try to have a baby.........I cried.
I love my children, take care of them love being a mother probably more than anything.....but I can't have my last one.
But HE can go ahead and continue to reproduce when he doesn't take care of his children, doesn't doesn't see them as anything but "mouths to feed" I don't understand it..................
WHY???
