These cheeks of mine are filled with tears,
You've blown me away all of these years.
Now you're there and I'm stuck here,
Wondering why now, you're the one I fear.
Utter rejection is upon your tongue,
My heart, itself it has hung.
Night after night, I get blown off, no big deal,
I don't know why I bother to feel.
I'm stuck here to my inner demons fight,
Panic attacks have consumed me at night.
Your voice is the light I hear,
Lately, you've been no where near.
I'm stuck alone, choking back tears,
Hiding all my deepest fears.
Cuts threaten to consume my skin,
Dealing with the hurt--I don't know where to begin.
Take my hand and take me back,
Put our relationship on the right track.
Happy and together, just like we once had,
Inside I feel so bad.
Pick up the pieces that've broken off me,
I wish my tears would let be.
Go away for good this time, don't come back,
Lead me to the rightful track.
Fulfill my needs, be there for me,
Is that too much to ask of he?
I don't understand where I've gone wrong,
I'm starting to feel with him I don't belong.
He could do better, I know this is true,
He says better than me he doesn't want to do.
The road ahead is a long one, indeed,
To walk that path, you're all I need.
I can't go alone, it's a path for two,
It's up to you to do.
Take my hand and follow me,
Or let me go and let me be.
Don't lead me on and leave me here,
You haven't wiped a single tear.
Become my comfort, listen to me,
I'm pleading you on bended knee.
Answer me true, answer me now,
I need to know so you I don't disavow.
