Thoughts of why,
my heart has died
my life is filled with lies,
and too many crys.
enter the time,
of my demented mind
my life a wreck...
I feel myself fall,
on memories I’m choking,
feeling so lost and broken;
thinking of the past,
it went so fast,
we thought it would last.
Thoughts of why,
running through my mind
you left me behind,
now I’m so cold and stiff.
it is you I really miss,
we cant be together
never and forever.
A slight gasp,
each breath could be my last.
I wish to find
a reason why,
I should even try,
I don’t need to stay here,
the end is now near.
Thoughts of why
my soul has died.
my dark heart,
has been torn apart.
I hang my head in shame,
feeling so much pain.
all I’ve lost,
was it worth the cost?
I wish you could still care,
and always be there,
I want you to hold me tight,
all through the night,
I want to feel your arms,
wrapped around me again,
yet, it seems we will never win.
Thoughts of why
this is my final goodbye,
I left my mind,
so far behind,
I’m going insane,
it runs through my veins.
so I cut open my wrist,
hopping I’ll be missed,
This is one hell of a ride
