no alone time .... arg!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current mood: aggravated
Oh my god, I'm 21 yo in school and livin with my partnts it sux i dont have any time to myself and i mean no time at all fuckin my brother and sister have there own fuckin rooms there 7 and 8 my dad has his and my nana has hers and i have the fuckin livingroom i have absolutly no time to myself im in school i dont have a car... and that means yep u guessed it once again no time to myself i get driven to school so im constantly around ppl and when im home im constantly called by nana or dad or someone all i want is a lil time to myself..... but NO i cnt get that i have to lock myself in the fuckin bathroom to fuckin have time to myself i feel suficated if i leave to go some ware i have to take one of the kids with me unless im with friends or my mom but once again im with someone i dont know what to do i cnat move out till i start workin again and thats after i graduate in 2 months and after i pass state board and such and then find a fuckin place to work and make enough to suport myself its fuckin retarded im not raceist but fuckin mexicans can cross boarders and fuckin drive lexaces and have a 5 bedroom house for cheap as fuck and the residents cant have a 1 bedroom for under 1,000 a month what the fuck!!!! im so sick of not havin my own space to fuckin write or sing or fuckin do something wo ppl sayin shut up we dont want to hear you sing or ne thing like that my nana controls my money becaause she doesnt think im RESOPCABLE enough to have it so lets see no resopncability doesnt fall under the catagory of doin the right thing for your kid insted of what you wanted to do... show up to school everyday ...on time!!! hm... lets see what else taking care of kids that arent mine... yeah i dont have ne RESPONCABILITY DO I?? i dont know what to do about this fuckin situation id like to get a motell for the weekdend for just me but oh wait i dont have ne control over my money at all so i cant do that hmm yeah thats fuckin stupid. i dont know im about to go fuckin insane... this shit is gona kill me. my nana babys my sister like fuckin crazy she is like do u need this ok sweetie ill run up to the store and get it for you right now but i ask for soemthing and she fuckin gets all pissy its bull shit she lets my lil bro get away with everything and im sick of it im ready to just up and leave but i have no ware to go and no finaces to go on.... so what ever ne sugestions?
