well i have been thinking alot lately about alot of things and i am not ashamed to say but i sit alone sometimes and cry about alot of things from money to being alone which is a choice and i cant understand why it upsets me so much other than i would rather be alone than with someone and have a chance of getting hurt it gets really bad around the holidays especially i know it is ironic well i had to get it off my chest so there it is i cry and i dont know why
