I ALMOST LOST SIGHT OF MY SELF AND WHAT IT IS THAT WILL TRULY MAKE ME HAPPY... AND I NEEDED A PLACE TO SORT IT ALL OUT SO I BEGAN THIS BLOG... BUT A FRIEND CAME ALONG AND PUSHED ME INTO FACING MY TRUTH AND ACCEPTING IT ... I DELETED WHAT I HAD SCRIBBLED HERE AND FACED MY SOUL I MADE MY DECISION BASED ON THE TRUTH MY FRIEND FORCED ME INTO HAVING TO SEE ...
I LEAVE THIS OPEN FOR WHEN I NEED TO PUT INTO WORDS THE THOUGHTS I HAVE WITH THE NEXT SIGN OF WEAKNESS... SO MUCH IS HAPPENING AROUND ME TO LOVED ONES THAT I HAVE NO SAY SO IN THAT I SOMETIMES FEEL LOST IN THE CROWD.. THAT IS WHEN I WILL RETURN HERE AND WRITE ABOUT MY DEMONS AND LEARN THE WAYS TO FIGHT THEM... ALWAYS IN THE SHADOWS... OF MY MIND AND HEART... ANNA
