ive come to the realization that life is out to get me. what i would like to know is why, not only that but why what was not ok when happened to me is now widely accepted among the group californian assholes that ive come to know over the years. you fucking bitches who decided not to be safe and now hve a life changing thing going on ..and now everyones fucking supporting you well im glad that people are supporting you cause i know how hard it is i know 4 right now 3 keeps one kill... its makes me so fucking angry i was safe and it still happened.i went through it alone.well my friend travis was happy he said he could be uncle travis and with meds that your on and this still happened its a miracle ...god really wants it. he said that to me while we were in the car and i was driving ..i looked at him and i cried ...... im not saying i wont be supportive cause i know how much you need it and how awful it is not to have it ...im just fucking angry
