Every time I think I find this great guy, I am proven wrong! This one just seemed so good, but it turns out that he has some pretty awful habits.
When will it be my turn to be happy? Does what I am looking for actually exist? I mean, flaws I can do, I have pleanty. But drugs are a whole other story. I tried to look past it, but the longer I sitck around the worse I feel and less I like who I am with. He knows this. I've told him that I hate it, but I do not expect him to change his habits because of me. I want to leave but I dont know how. Somebody pull me out of this nightmare.
