jenn's blog: "why me"

 know  that its been a while since i have wrote on here but i am need to get some feelings out, its been a year since me and my ex broke up i think about him all the time i know that he is happy and thats a good thing, i just wish that i could be happy my kids are still in his life and they will always will be. i love his mom and dad and his grandparents and his sister. its just really hard letting go because we were together for 5 years. he wont talk to me or anything he told me that we will alwys be friends but i do not see that happend at all i just wish the best for him. he was my best friend and in my heart he will always will be,