AS I SIT HERE ALONE AND PONDER ALL THAT I HAVE LOST,I CANT HELP BUT REALIZE THAT...HAD THINGS GONE DIFFERENTLY,I WOULD NOT BE WHERE IM AT TODAY!THE WOMAN I LOVED WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING IS GONE! AND MY HEART HURTS SO MUCH THAT SO DOES MY BODY AN SOUL! I TRULY LOVED THIS WOMAN AS I HAVE NEVER LOVED ANY ANOTHER! SHE WAS MY YING I HER YANG.WE HELPED EACH OTHER TO THE UNDERSTANDING OF TRUE LOVE! WHEN WE MADE LOVE ( I MEAN REAL HONEST TO GOODNESS HEARTFELT LOVE!) IT WAS AS IF OUR PASSION STOPPED TIME ITSELF,TO SAVOR THOSE MOMENTS IN OUR LIVES, MAKING THEM SEEM ENDLESS! I KNOW I WILL NEVER EXPERIENCE THAT AGAIN! AND THAT IS A PAIN ALL IN ITSELF.I GAVE WHOLLY OF HEART AND SOUL, WHEN WITH. NOW THERE IS A VOID THAT CANT BE FILLED! TO ANY WHO READ THIS ,... I APOLOGIZE , TO SOME I MUST SOUND PATHETIC! BUT TO KNOW US AND TO KNOW OF THE LOVE WE SHARED , ONLY TO HAVE IT TAKEN AWAY THE WAY IT WAS, WOULD WEAKEN THE STRONGEST HEART! OUR LOVE WAS OUR OWN FAIRYTALE COME TO LIFE . AND TO THOSE WHOSE LOVE BECAME STRONGER , BYLIVING THRU US VICARIOUSLY, MAY GOD SHOW YOU THE MERCY IVE BEEN DENIED! AND MAY YOU HOLD TIGHTLY AND FOREVER, THAT POT OF GOLD AT THE END OF THE RAINBOW! TESLAFAN69