I just don't understand why guys lie. If you love someone, then LOVE them! Don't lie, sneak around and cheat! That is NOT love! And if you REALLY think it is then you are pretty screwed up!
As for what my life is because of what you have done.. Well, everyday it will get better and better until someone out there realizes how truely lucky they are to have me in their life.. I am NOT worthless or unworthly of love. It took me a LONG time to wake up and see that it wasn't me that was the problem. And I finally know now that I am worth loving and someday I will find a man who will treat me as well as I treat him. Until then I will just go on living my life, taking care of my children and all the while knowing that SOMEONE out there thinks that I am worth loving.. And when he does come into my life you can bet I will hold on to him and make sure he knows how much he is loved and that is will NEVER be taken for granted!
Just my venting on how the man I thought loved me has treated me and continues to lie to me. Well, that chapter in my life is over and behind me. Time to move on and find someone who REALLY cares about me and isn't just out to use me..
