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this is my question in general right now. basically it took approx. 2 days for everything in my life to fall apart at the same time. it's rather sad really, yet somehow i'm able to smile and carry on anyway. so basically how this started is: wednesday night of last week my mom and her boyfriend came to pick me up from school as usual. and as always he was rambling on and on about things he's already told me and things NOBODY cares about (not even him i don't think)and i just got so sick of it that i snapped. i told him to shut his fucking mouth and stop being so goddamn arrogant for once and listen to what other people in the vehicle had to say. and this started some kind of avalanche type senario apparently because the rest of the night consisted of nothing but constant arguing. then my mother proceeds to tell me that if my attitude doesn't improve that i'm out of her house. i'm like fucking great my mother hates me now. fine. so i called my sister. as i was packing things my mother was SCREAMING at the top of her lungs at me about things that are entirely out of my control. once i was packed, however, she changed her tune, started crying, and asked me for a hug before i left. to which my response was you're in my way i need to get through. so i left. she told me as i was leaving she would give me money for food the following day. so the next day i call her from school and ask her about the money she promised me. she said she would give me no money but would take me to buy food. then she asks me how long i'm staying here and i told her probably about a week. then she asks me where i'm going after that and i took that as she was kicking me out. and i was right. so then she was taking me to get food and tells me i'm homeless and that i've screwed up every relationship i've ever been in by being too difficult and tells me that i never appreciated anything she's ever done for me which is total SHIT! anyway. so then i decided to drop out of school because i HATED it there and my mom hated that i did it which was another plus. meanwhile i have so much personal guy shit going on that it's ridiculous and time consuming and whatnot. and yeah. so basically i'm squatting at my sister's apartment. and i have no job. and i'm pretty much stuck until i can afford to leave. it's all just great fun and games. haha. what a joke. blah. so i'm really bored and i'm waiting for rachel to come get me and it sucks cause i don't wanna go to my mom's today but i have to. i'm just hoping she's not there when this goes down because it will make the transaction much easier if she's not. wish me luck
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