Beautiful Angel SupportTheTroops's blog: "why i am still single"

i am sill single bacause i cant trust men, no offense to all you so called "good guys" out there but i will give you all just a little taste of the hell that i went through not that long ago i was too be married this Aug to the love of my life on his two weeks leave and yes ppl he is in iraq and i was faitful to him the whole time....well less then two months b4 the weeding he tells me he never loved me but the thing is he lead me on seeing how the day b4 he experssed his "undying love" to me and then a week later i find out that he has a new gf...i thought that was a bit fucked up but oh well what can i do huh deep in my heart i will always love him but i dont want to be with him ever again for the pain that he caused me.. so here i am at the presant time afried to love and to trust...i know that one day i will be able to trust but as of right now i cant...i am in the procees of forgiving him for the pain he caused me and i know that even when i do forgive him i will still be weary of men...that part cant be helped..but thats a litte bit why i am single and not looking