christina A G Spotter contest bomber's blog: "Why doesn't anything last......"

I don't eat seafood..... I am EXTREMELY shy, ..... I like Pepsi, hate Coke.... Have to have my coffee in the mornings.... Love the beach.... Can be very stubborn... Have little patience, especially for people who choose to be stupid or lazy.... I am possessive... I am brutally honest.... I have a terrible memory .... I curse like a sailor, unless I am mad.... I don't feel pain like normal people, I actually like it.... I have no brothers or sisters.... .I rarely wear make up.... I am very plain in my day to day life i.e., shorts and a tank top and a ponytail.... However, I love to dress up and look sexy as hell for my man... I can be territorial.... I get very jealous sometimes. But if I feel threatened, I will react.... Thunderstorms scare me.... I am not good at expressing myself.... I don't show emotion often.... I cry when I am pissed, not when I am hurt.... I don't have a lot of friends, but the ones I do have will be with me forever.... Most my friends are guys.... I hate being treat as if I am stupid.... I usually don't lose my temper. I try not to give people that power over me.... I try not to make decisions when I am upset, angry or whatever.... I love dark chocolate.... My favorite color is green for the most part. I like to wear heels. I am a control freak, but I like to be with a man who knows how to put his foot down.... I love to pamper the guy I am with... I am turned on by a guy that can and will fight.... If in an argument, I like to walk away laughing at someone leaving them mad. but if I have to I will beat their ass and completely enjoy doing it... Love baths.... Like my hair played with.... I get bored very easily.... I can read people almost instantly and be right on about 95% of the time.... I have never broken a bone.... I love to shoot pool.... I love to drive... I am very strong.... I never go barefoot,(Ok, sometimes on the beach.).... I am very mathematical.... I wear a size 7 in jeans and a size 7 shoe.....I am 5 feet tall (in socks)... I love clothes shopping..... I LOVE shopping on the Internet.... I don't like crowds.... DON'T FORGET THE RATE THIS BLOG! THANKS SO MUCH!

Why is it that nothing lasts, you think everything is perfect. You found that person that makes you smile, gives you the chiles from touching you. It feels so right and that it is going to last forever. And then all of a sudden you start to feel it all slipping through your fingers and you try so hard to hold on to it, but it feels like no matter what you do it will all fade away...... Greg--- We have been through so much, every since that day you came to meet me at the courthouse in Framingham. That was one of the best days of my life, You treated me like a queen. You said it was because you saw how Carlos treated me, and you said I desevred way better than that. I remember the first time you kissed ( like it yeserday instead of it being 2 years ago ) me in the woods after we got high. The first time we ever went to the hotel on rt 9, it was magical. The way you kissed me, the way you touch, and a few other things that you did to me. I use to look forwood to going to the hotel every week, the weeks would go by so slow because I was waiting for the day that we would go to the hotel. That was always the highlight of my week, not getting fucked up with Lisa but being with you You once said that the best time of your life was when you were poor and sleeping in the tent with me instead of times when you were doing good and had money, it was also the best time of my life.... Listen, I know I have hurt you but I told you once I started the clinic I was going to change and never do anything that would hurt you ever again. I know I said that when I went to jail and I broke that promise to you. I wish I could take it all back and we could start all over again, I wish you know how much I LOVE YOU. I love you with all of my heart, I don't want for us to just be drug buddies. I think of us as way more then that, you are my heart and soul. You use to tell me you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me. Also in the letters you wrote to me while I was in jail there was so much love in them what happened to all of that love, did it die or fade away over time because of everthing that happened. I do not want to be without you? Ijust want things to be like they were before but better. I fucking love you so dam much.... Well I just wanted you to know my feels and thoughts and that I will love you always and forever no matter what happens, we have been through so much together in the last two years. Love always, Christina 11/12/2007 10:44a 11/12/2007 1:11p