Alright apparently people need a little lesson on the life of Wicked Lil Girl because they don’t know how to read a damn profile. So here we go . . . Those of you who took the time to read the profile please disregard as pure monotony.
I am a bitch, I enjoy being a bitch, I lived a rough life to earn the right to be this bitchy. I didn’t grow up with a loving family that had money for this and that . . . I grew up without a father and with a drug addicted mother who cared more about the man she was fucking and the high she was seeking than she did her children. I lived a life of less than poverty, we didn’t always have what we needed, we were lucky to have what we needed at times . . . But I always had the mother who was there to lie and make excuses about the stuff to everyone else. Why is the water shut off? Oh well the landlord has to fix one of the pipes under the house so it will be a few days before it is back on. Why is there no heat in the middle of winter? I don’t know it just went out earlier and we are waiting for someone to come figure it out tomorrow.
Then once I got over all of those problems and learned to deal with all of that on my own I got sick and by sick I mean very sick. I spent most of my time in and out of hospitals trying to figure out what was wrong with me. I expected the worst and after a while gave up even hoping for the best. Once I had the final surgery to remove my spleen then the baby came. So I dealt with that as well - yeah my life has not been all fucking rainbows and sunshine - but I am still here and yeah a little bitchy about it some days.
Sarcasm, it’s a great tool in life, if you don’t understand it you should just walk away before even attempting to speak to me. I will make fun of everything and you won’t even realize it most of the time. Sarcasm takes a certain amount of intelligence to comprehend and if you can’t do that then please move along. I use humor in many ways and before you begin to preach about defense mechanisms to me - let me save you the trouble - I believe that on most days that life is too seriously to be taken seriously so I will joke laugh and do whatever else I need to get through the day.
I am bitter about things in life I freely admit that and I don’t care that you think it is wrong. I will do what I want when I want and you are never going to change that so please do us both a favor and don’t even try. I don’t want to be anything else - I like who I am, I like how I am, I am enjoying what I have been given in life the best way I know how. If you can’t do the same in your life then why are you even bothering to try to talk to me anyway?!
Thank you for allowing me this chance to vent I do feel better now.
