MrHollowsOwned by himselfLeader of The V...'s blog: "why do i see what i see"

so i decided to enter a show Called Hells kitchen.. im waiting for the info and if i can make it to an audition at a city near me im doing it ...if not im still putting in an application .... .. if anyone knows the show they know the host gordan ramsey will yell throw things and is just ruthless.. and anyone thats worked with me knows i can take it ..

ive bought the patch already and preparing to quit smoking cigs i chose this date for 2 reasons it will be nice enough my spirits will be high and most people who celbrate it by smoking and getting high so to be funny im stopping that day .. wish me luck as i prepare myself mentally physically and emotionally

yes more and more people get paired off and where am i ?

well its been a week and 2 days since i started my new meds.. overall my head feels better.. it has slowed down alot r but the side effects from me upping my meds this week have taken its toll... ive been nuaseated all day worked on 3 hours of sleep did inventory on one hour of sleep.. and right now .. i just want it to go away i feel like shit .. im dazed and feel like im disconnectted with myself... i hope i feel better soon this is the reason why i dont like meds cuz its supposed to make u feel better but u end up feeling like shit for weeks before u feel truly well about things... its times like these i wish i hand somone to hold me

ok the news has been stating that certain people want to make laws in which a buffet owner can deny services to people if there overweight and obese.. and this morning they were saying the some law makers are trying to make laws in which they penalize a persons paycheck for there bad habits... smoking obesety from fast food etc.... i dont understand why these people are attacking the people that consume these food when they are in an open market for everyone to buy .... these dumb poloiticians dont think... u cant tell people what to do with thier lives if u do we are no longer a democracy we become a fascist govement and instead of attacking the people consuming start at the root of the promblem.... the production of these foods. cigs and bev. the steroids the pesticides... the preservitives they put in the cheap substitutes they use to make the product more affordable .. go after them if u want to change what people consume ....hmm im sure u people heard of the meat recall.. why does these sluaghter houses get 5 times to break the law while if i break the law once im fucked ... did u know it takes 65 days from the time a chicken is hatch till its ready to be on the chopping block ....all becuase of steroids.. u wonder why people are unhealthy look at the source.. im not saying dont eat meat or go organic those people are just as bad and anyone who knows me knows my passion is food but what happen to taking the time and pride in farming and raising cattle ... if they creat more farms that take there time which = more jobs instead of of having one farm pushing out as much as fast as they can so they can be fucking millionares.. life as we know it would be better for all of us.. proof that greed will kill us all.. i am mr hollows and i support this message

ok the media is trying to tell us that were going to vote for a certain somone just becuase .. what type of people we are... well i ask u what type of people are we .. they claim were all blue collar people ... but if thats the case why should we vote for somone who is part of the reason why so many ohio jobs got exported out of the country and then goes to a gm plant and acts like they had nothing to do with places like delphi closing ... ive been watching the race for over a year and ive noticed this this person changes with the people there around .. and change according to . the questions they are asked ...and when they get cuaght in something they dont stand up they change there answers or tone or throw negative attacks ..... now if this was your friend would u want them around u ......... these are merely my opinions... pass around if u like .. if not its cool .. im not telling u how to vote im just telling u to remeber we cannot afford to pull out of iraq its too late were in to deep ... im am mr Hollows and i support this message....lol

so i sent a little gift to the one that has hold my heart since i met her...the one song i wanted her to notice more then anything on the cds i made her.. well ended up repeating in her cd player all day today ... without even knowing this i to have been playing the same song all day on repeat ... it wasnt till later that i found this out ..... i feel it but its so distant .. least i know i got a smile when i told her when i dream of her i like it cuz i wake up happy

yeh so i can see they already started displaying the valentines stuff at stores... fuck me i will hate that day until i actually have somone who cares enough to spend it with me

so i question why i see the world in eyes that seem to be far more open or understanding then most .. the again i just might be crazy .. but all great minds were once called crazy