Fatlie's blog: "Why do I need a subject!"

One Step at a time I have had about enough it's about all that I can take. Hell I've made it this long still don't know what's left. Maybe one step closer to destiny or death. What is there to lose in a game you can't win. I can share it all and look for nothing to gain. Tell me how can I do it you know not worry about the pain. Your right how selfish of me to here and complain. No time wasted because life is all about change. I need to get my life together Prepare for the stormy weather Be ready for whatever Cause at the bottom it can only get better. x2 I may have did somethings to make my parents not to proud me Traveled in the dark so long my way is cloudy I could not see But truth be told it will all come to light I'm only human struggling just to do things right So misunderstood hard for others to understand Living life one day at a time the only way i can Can't worry about the world getting heavy on my shoulders What good am i dead in a grave getting colder Ch: x2 Anyone have any ideas, to help your boy out?Like I said Misunderstood

No turning back now your body next to mine every curves and every line. Your feeling are on longer on the inside your body is calling me your wanting my touch, my love, my kiss. But wait stop lets think for a second once we reach that point theres no turning back extremity have no limit. That why i caress every place that I touch just my way of showing you that i what you just as much. I know that not much there no words that would be just this is my expressions with every touch. Now mind, body, and soul travel down the same road you can't be still, as deep inside you explode! Over and over you push me away to bring me closer one leg in da air and one on my shoulder. On time to feel pain the quicker i flip you over body in more positions than a sex wanted poster. You take all you can as I still give you more it seemed like one motion from the bed to da floor. What happen to the air heated up from all the passion sweat in all places it tickle can't help from laughing. Oh no it almost over we both feel it getting closer. Don't touch me i won't touch you We'll just lay here till the shacking is over!

Take my hand let's see how far this goes. Would you scale a mountain or maybe swim a sea? Just so you can tell me how much You mean to me! Let's take a walk just you just me! When nothing eles matters will you be there for we. I can stand alone, but two is hard to beat. If we was in it together side by side we would be! Happiness wouldn't be a question, but a sign of satisfaction. Therefor anger wouldn't be a state, and less of a reaction. It's so easy to say I love you, but really what dose that mean! Is to say don't worry things aint what they seem. Maybe a way of saying thank you for help me live out a dream! Never Known Answers to Question we all have seen! So if you have an answers pleas tell it unto me! So may things go unanswered not as many as unseen!

Okay I know if i talk you listen. But it's hard to talk if words aren't mention. You have to give a break I know I'm the one that's tripping. Sometime I want to let it all out but really how could I, I was brought up knowing that a man don't cry! Unlike so many people i don't tell myself lies, I'm so tied of dealing with them. I am so feed up on the inside. You to tell you the truth some days I can even tell you who I am are what i feel on the inside. How is this life wort living, all I'm doing is given when will I receive. I'm beat down and bruised with nothing to prove. Very little you gain and not much more to lose. How can I live a way that I have never been thought, like people say silly things like love can't be brought. Everything have a price but who's willing to pay, My scars are as long as the months and the days. Twice as long as the years as we dare not reflect upon, you know the ones we can't let go that keeping us torn. You may never read these words of mine, someone may read them and you come to mind. Who knows, look how your lives turn out it not a moment in time that i would kill for to find out how it could have been different you know all the end and out. Your pain is my pain how do i work them out. So many things you have to tell me so much more i need to learn. What better chance than now so many had a turn.