the tears are finally flowing non stop... my mind is so not at ease.
the news comes that my dad is in the hospital & I finally cry.
he has been through so much in the past 6 years... 1st a heart attack, then a triple bypass, then a stoke, then depression, then my parents new house at the beach burns down, due to the neighbors carelessness.... but he is tough. we are tough... i am tough... we will get through this, i just know I WILL!
after all he endured .... he still took me & the boys fishing every summer, he still went on the rides at the boardwalk, he still went to the arcade & endured the long dings & dongs & kids pushing him to get to the next game, he still racked the most points at skeeball, he still kicked my butt in tennis, he still helped build the biggest, bested castles & sculptures in the sand... he still flew the kite the highest & dug for worms!
he still played on the floor with the kids for hours, and endured the gamecube games to make them happy! he gives his everything, everyday, to everyone.
my dad, my hero, he is my everything, i am his little girl, I need him! do you hear me GOD I need him, we all need him!
why is life so hard on the people that give the most to it?
the very very bad is just lasting too fucking very very long this time!
