This Blog is taken word for word from a Yahoo conversation I was having with a friend one nite right before Lent began...My life has been in turmoil for a while now...And the beginning of Lent was giving me pause...Making me consider some things...And as I tried to explain to my friend just what motivates my profiles, my profile names, and what lies underneath the surface of my shattered ideas...I wrote what I considered something very interesting...Something I had never tried to put into words...
So for the record...And the sake of many a person's curiosity...I am adding that conversation here to give you the reader a slight peek into my jumbled and fevered brain...One that swirls with thousand upon thousands of thoughts and random ideas...
Take a minute or two...And read this Blog...And maybe leave a comment on what you think...Peace and hugs to you....
This conversation begins in the middle of what my friend and I were talking about... it is all from my side as he didn't interrupt my train of thought...lol...well with the exception of one sentence which I have indicated with the (friend).........
(Me) you know...there is more behind the angel sayings than how i feel...
think about it
God created the angels for one purpose
to serve and worship Him
then He up and decided to make man...one of the most imperfect and sinful creations He could have ever dreamed up'
and gave the angels the added duty of watching over and caring for man
when i think of the pain they must feel watching the most precious of God's creation continually abuse the gift of life that God gave them
it tears my heart out to think that a creation as loving loyal and self sacrificing as an angel has the duty to try and help us as they have been ordered to do
and you can't begin to imagine...in my opinion...the pain they must feel...and have to suffer thru for eternity until the Lord finally says "enough"
and we think we have pain...ours will end some day...well for some it will for others it will be eternal
but how will the angels ever be able to end their suffering
when a third of their number will be assigned to hell on the day of judgment
and yes
i am in a very deep mood of religious meditation these days
when all else fails on this earth to give me a damn bit of ease for the pain i feel every day...my thoughts turn to the eternity that has been promised us if only we take the time to remember that God is there...and waiting...and the day will come when He will take us home and get us of this rotten stinking and decaying world...that in my eyes should have never been created in the first place
(friend) i'm sorry but i don't kno wat to say
you don't have to say anything sweetie...i'm just rambling and trying to explain what motivates this crazed mind of mine
philosophy is one of my passions...trying to understand the deeper meaning behind it all...things that most people probably never even think about
i'm glad i archive all this crap i say...i think there is a blog out of that somewhere
