what were we thinking?
we should have known after
the first time that it
would never work, that it was
never ment to be. i wanted
love so bad i had to
try and make it work again
when i knew it wouldn't.
why couldn't i face
the fact that it would never
be what i wanted it to
be? it would never change
and be the fairy
tale love that i was
so deasprately
seeking? the fairy tale
love is not smething
that will ever be real.
the romance novel sex
will never be like it
is in the books.
it's nice to entertain
the idea in your
youth but as you approach
adulthood all
hope of fairy tale love
and romance novel
sex should be put away for dreams.