Why am i all alone in this world? no one knows wats going on. Its like im loosing my self. i just dont know wat im gonna do any more. i keep fearing that im gonna just give up because i have nothing to hold on to any more. mabe i should give up on this fucked up life i live. it feels like no one cares about wether i live or die. i want my dad. i need a friend. god gave up on me. i know it sounds like im having a pitty party but im just lost.