In light of the recent losses we have all experienced recently it got me to thinking.
Nobody here knows me in real life. 95% of you don't know my real name, where I live, or who I am.
I have no family on here, no real life friends.
Nobody to come here and tell my online friends that I passed.
If I was to pass away would anyone on Fubar ever know?
And of course the questions are raised in my mind:
Do I leave a note for my kids to find naming one of my many online friends to be contacted?
Would that be considered presumptuous of me to think anyone would even care? Would it be construed that I was just wanting attention even after I was gone?
One side of me says it would look bad if I did. Another says I should let someone know somehow.
Should I, of all people, care what anyone thought after the fact?
Lets hope we don't have to find out anytime soon.
I am going to miss Cuppycake. She always had a kind word for me and a big smile. I will miss her flirty messages and her warm attempts to keep me smiling when things got crazy. She was usually one of the first to ask me how I was or how things were going when she knew things were down for me. She would have been a true real life friend if I would have ever had the pleasure to meet her in person.
RIP Jaymee. We all love you and we will miss you.