XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "poetry"

who i am 

 when im near you 

i walk on eggshells

i pray i don't make you mad enough to yell .. 

i pray i get though another day especially when your home

you say no so many time , i wonder if you know what yes means 

i don't think you know how cruel you be 

when i cry , or ask for help you act as though i don't exist 

i know theres something with you .. something wrong with emotions that you can't feel 

i know theres . some part of you that delights in my pain 

i know only sometimes realise the mind games you play 

Don't judge me for who i am 

Till youve walked a miles in my shoes ..

This life is silent death , the death of a soul .. the death of pride .. 

Soon it will all end .. 

A new life begin 

how easy is it to say youd walk away if u never suffered cruel words ?

how easy is it to say youd go with a family so close by .. ?

how easy is it to think you understand ?

living in fear .. 

Living in his world .. its not the same as the rest of the world.. 

don't pity me , don't cry for me .. 

I'm stronger then you realise ..