Ok all about me
Current mood: pensive
It has been brought to my attention lately that how I am can be abrasive. I don't think I have ever been anything less than upfront with who I am. I am aggressive, opinionated, a little precocious and extremely outgoing. Some times it can be a difficult situation, especially when you add alcohol. I take pride in my crazy mad drunkness and really don't give a flying flip if you don't.
I like me, fuck it, I LOVE ME. Yeah I am going through some rough shit right now and I have been extra emotional. But who wouldn't? Be honest. I have earned every tear, every stupid comment, every fall off of the bar and every complete melt down I have had in the last couple of weeks. If you can't understand that then you must have never been my friend in the first place. Therefore you won't matter to me. I have more important stuff to concentrate on right now rather worry about what your immature ass thinks of me.
If you ever were my friend, you would have been a little more supportive instead of making more shit for me to deal with. It just escalates from there. But people never think about that. How maybe just maybe, the situation or thing they are bitching about could have maybe, just possibly, caused by them in the first place.
I am who I am and that's all that I am. If you don't like it, TOUGH. Eventually you will get over it or under it. My priorities are different than yours and I give a flying fuck what you think about how I operate. I put no stalk in hearsay, gossip or "so in so said that so in so said that you said" bullshit. You wanna know what I think or feel about something then you ask me and trust that I will be the one to tell you the truth of it. If you can't trust that then fuck off basically. Because I maybe many things, but I am not a liar and I don't need to deal with people who think I am a liar. Lying is an insult; it insults the intelligence of everyone involved. Especially the one telling the lie.
So like I said, I am aggresive, opinionated, a little precocious and extremely outgoing. If these things make me a hard rolling bitch. Fine, that's your definition. I think it makes one tough woman and I am damn proud of it. My recent emotional state is only temporary, if you can't hang until things settle, then take care and thanks for the memories. You'll make a great one.
