Bennie's blog: "just do it"

Simply put I am batman no not really I am ironman. Okay okay enough of the comic book humor. I am the person most likely to be there holding your hand when no one else is. I am the person most likely to bleed for you when you cant. I am the person who holds on to the dreams you cant. I am the person who sparks fly out my ears when your madd.

I see your ink and it is not for me but i hear the story and i understand it more. I wont ever ask about your private life I pride myself on being a friend. I define friendship as the closest relationship two people can share. True friends dont avoid you they bug you because they care. True friends dont bother you because they are there for you. I pride myself as the one everyone can count on and in the end the world will see that is true. I speak not in riddles or complex words but i am there. This world will end and i will be there for it is what i do. I am the amalgam the mixture of everyone and the anomaly the one that is not supposed to be. yet i am and i must go on no matter how hard the job may get.

You see in the end it is I who has to survive so we can go on. I am centuries old yet i was just born.  I cannot contain my laughter or my hearts break. The emotions swell within me and are mistaken for weakness but they are my true strength. I am the blend of all things and the end of most things. No not a enigma here but an amalgam and anomaly. Driven by the desire to survive that all may live. Yet living without being and being without living so others can live.

I carry the weight of a world upon my shoulders and do not wince for the pain is mine to bear. The burden is heavy and none can share. No hercules will come and take my load for it is one only i can bear. I cannot give up or all is lost in despair.