school sucks and loosing weight sucks even more! Im digging what Im eating tho! Its most of the same things only smaller portions!Then once I can wake up and not be running late Im gonna try and do small exercises in my room. Like cruches and a few others for 10 min. Then this fat bitch at lunch is giving me shit about wtf i eat! Im like your not that skinny so eat your pizza and shut the FUCK UP CUNT! My mom is being supportve too! Whenever I need some of my healthier food she'll buy it for me when she gets paid. For example my 4 dollar a box granola bars! Then Im gonna get prenatal pills. Just because I know I dont get all the nutrients I should so I know a few ppl who arent preggers and take them. So I figured I would try them. What really made me realize soemthing gotta change is that I am almost 200lbs! Last I checked I was 194.5! Also the little purple monsters are raiding my body like looters when a diaster strikes.(stretch marks) So yeah I goota loose me soem inches! I dont really wanna focus on the # I want the inches to come off! Also, I make sure a glass of Grapefruit juice everyday!
Note to self:
Get more juice
.... back to the blog! Grapefruit juice is high in Vitamin C and other things! So yeah! SO I'll try and keep weekly of how Im doing! I turned to rabbit food for lunch everyday with fresh fruit and occasionally a normal meal. ok im done with the rabbit food talk!
my question for the DAY!
Am I the only one who thinks Marilyn Mansons video for Tainted Love is a FUCKING TURN ON!
I love Gothic guys! OMG! Theyre panty remover for me! A in shape guy w/ a mohawk ripped jeans make up and a botle of vodka OMG! Its a FUCKING MENTAL BONER!I mean christ GOTH GUYS/ CHICKS ARE FUCKING HOT! Ive played it like a million times! I think thats why I think Dani my ex is so OMG! He was goth dressing and wore teh eyeliner, ugh GORGEOUS! Well thats enough of me drooling over it! I swear when I get my inches I wanna be I swear hot topic and Walmart I come. Ill make me a skimpy goth girl out fit and I ll rock it with pride! So thats my goal! Black mini skirt skanky ass black leather/ lace top and hooker boots! You bet your sweet asses when I get it Ill get a pic and have it as my display! So Im done ranting!
until next time FUCKERS!
xo's
Amber
