I have not been on in a long time..My 19 son nickolas has been in the hospital since oct. he suffered siezers(misspelled fuck it).. he spent untill feb in a comotose state on a feeding tube and life support. he has recovered some but has suffered permanent emotional and mental damage. he is gonna make it but will never likely return to his previous mental clarity and stability, im a single father and its been real hard to pay the medical bills travel to see him and pay rent all at once. my life went to hell. but by the grace of god we will make it! i hope to here from my friends here. god knowes i can use the distraction while we put some sort of life together