Summer started with my ex leaving and here it is 5 months later. I am doing great emotionally but hate being alone. I have 2 dogs and 3 cats so how can I feel lonely? I had a friend move into the spare bedroom to help him out. He needed a place quickly. I am such a nice girl. I do not have this friend anymore. I made him leave at the end of August because he did not want to pay me rent. He did help with a little stuff around the house. I think he wanted more than just being friends because he was so jealous of my young friend that came to stay for little while so he could find a job. I helped my friend out by letting him stay. He came and did what he said he was going to do. He had a job and was out in three weeks. I am a nice person and love helping people if I can. So now I have my house back to myself.