YES I AM FEELING LONELY SEEMS LIKE ME AND SERIOUS RELATIONSHIPS DONT LAST SOMETHING ALWAYS GOES WRONG AND I ALWAYS END UP HURT...I MAY BE A PICKY PERSON WHEN IT COMES TO MEN BUT THATS WHO I AM AND WHEN I LOVE SOMEONE I LOVE HARD IT KINDA SUCKS I HAVE PANIC DISORDER AND AGORAPHOBIA SO BASICALLY IM STUCK IN THE WALLS OF MY HOUSE AND DONT HAVE A CHANCE TO MEET ANYONE NEW AND PPL I LIKE DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO COME AND SEE ME...I JUST WANT SOMETHING SERIOUS WHERE SOMEONE WILL LOVE ME FOR JUST BEING MYSELF AND NOT RUN AWAY WHEN IT GETS TOUGH...I GET TIRED OF BEING THE ONLY ONE PUTTING ALL THE EFFORT INTO RELATIONSHIPS JUST TO BE HURT OVER AND OVER AGAIN...I AM HONEST AND I DO LOVE BLACK MEN AND HISPANIC MEN AS WELL I DONT REALLY FIND MYSELF ATTRACTED TO WHITE MEN...THEN AGE FACTORS IN IT FOR ME TOO I DONT MIND SOMEONE YOUNGER THAN ME AS LONG AS THEY DONT ACT LIKE A CHILD ITS OK TO HAVE FUN AND ALL BUT HAVE TO BE SERIOUS ABOUT THINGS AS WELL AND ACT LIKE A MAN...AND I USUSALLY HAVENT DATED OLDER GUYS SINCE I WAS A TEENAGER AND IT WAS A BIG THING BUT I THINK 35 IS A KINDA CUT OFF POINT FOR ME UNLESS YOU DONT LOOK YOUR AGE NO OFFENSE ITS JUST ME...I DO WANT SOMEONE WHO IS SWEET AND SENSITIVE BUT STRONG ENOUGH TO BE MY SHOULDER TO CRY ON WHEN I NEED IT AND IF THEY NEED TO GET SOMETHING OUT TOO ILL BE THEIRS I DONT WANT SOMEONE WHO DRINKS ALOT CAUSE THATS A BIG THING I HAD WITH MY EX...IM JUST TRYING TO LET ALL THINGS OUT HERE AND IT SEEMS LIKE A PERSONALS AD LOL...WELL I GUESS ILL STOP CAUSE I JUST NEED TO END THIS NOW...
