Seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and now over a year has went by and I still miss Dakota like it happened yesterday.For people that dont know me or what happened, I lost my second son 8-15-05, He was stillborn at 37 weeks. That is one of the hardest things anyone has to go through, unless you have been through it you will never know how it feels to hear sorry but your son is dead, But I know that I can make it through this i have done good so far, Thanks to the support of my family and friends.I dont have many friends but my family is great, they are all like my best friends. My mom and my sister are the greatest they will listen to me vent and tell me its all going to be ok. People try to be nice and say things like you will have more children, Yes i know that but that child will not be Dakota so its different, he cant be replaced if i do have more children and its still not going to make me forget him, nothing ever will. Time just makes it easier. I imagine what he would look like, if he would look like his daddy or if would look like me. I think about what he would have accomplished by now,if he would be walking like his brother was at this time in his life. If he would be talking, Saying Dadda or momma. I will never know these things but I can Imagine and dream of him. For all the people that have taken the time to read my thoughts, Thank you. It just lets me know who cares
