dragonflyblues87's blog: "old stuff"

When will this ever end

I don't want this love to send.

my heart screams aloud

but gets drowned out in the crowd.

When will this ever stop

I want for this just to drop.

my eye drops a single tear

to drown out my deepest fear.

When will this ever heal

I want for me just to feel.

my soul fades even more

to drown out my feelings before.

When will this ever cease

I don't want my life just to please.

my head says dont be blind

to drown out my life to never find.

When will this ever end

I don't want this love again.

my mouths talks all day

to drown the words away.

When will this ever stop

I never want my heart to drop

my life is twisted in so many ways

because you ruined so many days

When will I ever heal

I don't want to ever feel

my arms carry things all the time

so I don't think of your hand in mine.

When will this ever cease

I don't want your enemies

my soul is in a constant fight

so I can finally know whats right.

When will my life be mine

I don't want for you to find

my heart is torn and tattered

because to you it never mattered.