When life veers off path we have to make choices that will either make us or break us and in the long run we will never know if that other choice was the right or wrong one. We learn from our mistakes along the way and then we can try again if those choices arise again. Life has many paths and it isn't always the right one but we have to use our better judgement and see where it will take us. There will always be those what-if questions in the back of our minds nagging at us. Sometimes the choices we make reflect on others around us and thats when you have to sit there and give it more thought than any other choice because you need to make sure you are happy first but in most cases you have to considers others feelings too. I've learned to many times that I can't make everyone happy unless I want to end up the unhappy one in the end. I wish I could take back some of the stuff that has transpired but I know in the long run I won't truly know if it will make a difference or not. I have tried considering everyones feelings in everything I do and it isn't easy at all. I wish that people could be happy for the decisions I make now when it comes to me truly being happy but I know that I have hurt some people I never have wanted to and for that I am truly and utterly sorry. I just hope when all is said and done that they will know i am truly happy now and if not they can tell me I told you so.... lol. I know some of my decisions of late have been questionable by some but I believe it was in my best interests and my happiness. I hope all my friends understand this. You guys mean the world to me and I am very thankful for you all being a part of my life. I love you guys.