Following my blogs we all know I have been very poor in the relationships area...well I think some other areas have now caught up. I moved from one place I was at for 4 years to a friends 2 weeks ago. I was supposed to move into a new place May 1st. I got a call that the plumbing was so bad it is unliveable for a few months...draw back..I admit, tears were rolling down my cheeks earlier today. I said..ok..not a livable place for my child and myself right?
Well....one of my friends has been mysteriously absent for some time now. I loved him and he was so dear to me as a friend. He lived far away and would have loved to have been with him, just had to see how things went. Well, an email I just received blew me the FUCK away. He was a fireman in Florida and was in an accident. He was in a coma and just died.
I thought after my boyfriend 2 years ago died of Non-Hodgekins Lymphoma at the age of 34 leaving 2 children behind was the most heartbreaking thing I would have to encounter. This now proved me wrong. Maybe I am just so emotional I am raw...but I cried all day today.
My emotions..are just ...to the point I dont think I could handle anymore.
Say a prayer....
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