Thank a soldier's blog: "life"

Ok lets start with monday since i lived thru the weekend lmao..god..glad to put that weekend behind..I have learned that on here as much as i think its shallow..i have some really great friends..thanks to all of u! On a day that was easier then i thought it was gong to be cuz it was my anv. from the past which has alot of bad memories for me. I have never been so happy to be out of anything in my life..but some of the stuff from it really comes back to haunt me.. im learning now how to deal with it better and better..i still make many MISTAKES! but at least i dont hear that crap from that anymore! I happen to learn on friday that my favorite uncle in the world has Bone Cancer..Today i learn that he is starting treatment this week but the outlook of the treatment is not very good and he if he around 6 mths we are lucky! Tuesday i get sick..miss the big announcement at work..so today i go in and am told my boss is leaving...i cant blame him i would leave for the amount of money he is getting too..but now..he has a bunch of thing to tie up and he has pulled me off my main work to clean up his mess.. wonderful only thing i can say is OT...so 2 weeks of it i will take it.. Next I just completely feel like giving up these days..Seems no matter what i do i dont get a head and happiness is like a piece of cheese hanging in front of me and im just not sure how to get there..Maybe oneday i will work the maze out! i just dont know..oh well life goes on and i have to also..my kids need me..well at least i think they do! seems to be the one good thing in my life always.. at least i did one good thing :) Laters===oh and let me let go!