What do you do when it doesn't get easier? Time is supposed to heal all wounds right? Bullsh*it! Time just makes things worse and worse. 2,160 miles away from me...that's how far you are. 34 hours straight driving...and you know what? I would do it just for one more kiss from you. Just to be in your arms one more time.
I've made some friends on here that are making things a little more bearable. They are showing me that I'm not alone and people do care about what I'm going through and how I'm feeling and I can't begin to thank them enough for that. However, they aren't you. No one is ever going to be you but you.
I've been thinking. It's scary when that happens...especially in the frame of mind that I am in right now. I can wait for you. She had to. Of course she didn't know that you were with me which I'm sure makes it alot easier. I have to wait knowing that you are giving her the love and affection that should be mine. Are you worth it? To me the answer is undeniably YES.