when is someone good enough... you give your life to someone ... your there for them no matter what .... you stood up for them against everyone ... you put up with all the hurtful things they say to you.... you deal with the pain when they tell you that your not good enough...
you struggle when they say they don't care you locked yourself away inside and gave them forgiveness every time they raise there hand to you .... you made yourself believe them every time they said sorry i wont do it again even if you know it wasn't true threw all your pain and suffering you still stayed by there side and still forgave them
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what the hell gives them the right to tell you its all your fault and why do we believe it is even when we know better ... why even after they tell you they don't care and they don't love you and that u made them unhappy for so long ... does it still hurt ...
why is it at that moment all you wish for is a soft stroke of deaths hand to release you from your nightmare .... why do they get a happy fucking ending wile your stuck in a fucking loop that doesn't end ... why does there future look so bright .... when yours looks so dark and lonely .... and why in this time do we believe every person who says they care and they love you ....
and why do we wish to bring pain to ourselves instead of giving it to the person who caused u pain to begin with ..... when do i get my happy fucking ending ...
(just a little anger relief)
