They say time heals all
I know this is all a lie
So many ways to placate the afflicted
Pour your poisoned honey into our ears
The truest delusion is self delusion
We all blind ourselves to the ugly in this world
We tie our own hands
Open your eyes and see the real world
There is no bright and shining sun
The flowers are all dead
Trust is simply a way to bare your throat to wolves
I see clearly now in my cancerous view
Hold no one close lest they stab you deep
A helping hand will only pull you down
Commiserate in misery
I've wasted every chance and hurt you all
Somehow sorry just isn't enough
The best thing you can all do is to forget what was and is
I spend so much time in the shadows
Maybe it'll be better if I just go to sleep
Kind words are threats in disguise
A smile bares the teeth that bite
A simple wave draws your victims near
I'm convinced that there is something wrong with me
Consciously conscience deprived
I'm so very weak
Maybe I should sleep
See you all when I wake again...